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　　デパートの地階に並ぶ堅香子の花陽あたりの斜面にさそう
　　ぼたんゆきに混じり気流に流されてわが在りし日がとっぴんぱらり
Single
When I was single, I didn’t have a desire to get married and to have a child forever.
I made my plans for the future. First, I will support myself, second I want to travel alone throughout my life like Santoka, and I will make Tanka like Saigyo.
But one day, suddenly I felt lonely to eat alone forever.
Because I like cooking and enjoy having a meal together with many members.
I have some old tableware that I looked for all over Japan. So I want to have some friends who can savor the taste of the food and tableware.
I had a stroke of good luck, I found a friend who has good table manners, I want to eat with him every day. And I succeeded in marrying him.
When we got marry we liked to have meals at many restaurants. But we gradually began to have meals only in my house. Some times we had breakfast in my garden, another day we enjoyed dinner in the Japanese room. Now I'm afraid that I lose my husband, and I lose partner eating with together. I think I will not to see a good partoner like him. So I hope he continues living until I'm living.

友人たちから５本の電話。桜便りを年賀状に代えて送ったはがきに対する連絡が主。と言うのも介護の毎日に寄せてくれる心配り、中には同病の情報をもたらしてくれたりして心強い。ありがとう。閉鎖することはないなあ、と一歩踏み出している自分がいる。病気は裸の人間づきあいが出来る稀少な場でもあるというのを実感。